So, yesterday… I finally got my visa. I was so nervous that I was not going to get it on time but I did. I am grateful that I did. Now, it is finally sinking in that I leave in a week.
I am really excited to start this next adventure in my life. I am really growing up but I will miss Irwin so much. He has been such a big part of my life for the past three in a half years. It is going to be hard the first week. I am going to be going through a break up. I thought me and him were gonna be together forever. I really did and I wish we could be if he changed but I know he won’t and I deserve someone who wants to challenge themselves and is on my level. I want us to stay friends. I love him so much and he is the only person who I can be 100 percent honest with. I get frustrated with him a lot but I love him. I want the best for him.