Love

I am the type of person that no matter how many times, I have been burned with the word “love”, I will always try to find love. I will always give a 100% of myself when it comes to relationships. Maybe, that is a mistake. I rather get hurt than, not know or regret not allowing myself to feel emotion.

I need to feel connected to people, no matter what. And, now there is this guy and I only  just met him, but my feelings for him grow stronger and stronger each day. It scares me a little bit. I am not sure where this will lead, but I am going to dive in and whatever happens, happens. I just hope that I do not get my heart broken. I feel everything so strongly and I get attached so quickly. I don’t trust most people so, when I do, I try to make sure I am not being stupid.

I hate that the monsters in my head are so scared of love, because I’ve been broken before. It’s been two years since I was in my last relationship. When that relationship ended, I almost did not survive. I was with him for almost four years, and it only ended because I left to follow my dreams, but it still hurt and broke me.

All I want is to find the one, eventually. The guy that will support my dreams, be there to comfort me, be my best friend and love me unconditionally. I want a traveling companion. Someone who understands me. I want to have my own family. I am still young, but it is what I am searching for.

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About Flora Cross

21 year old actress and teacher. Born in Paris and raised around the world. Have lived in Panama, Haiti, Ukraine, Argentina, Israel, New York, and Los Angeles for the last nine years. Want to become a teacher for children with special needs. Loved education and life. Loves literature music and anything artistic. Moving to Paris. Favorite Musicians: Janis Joplin, The Civil Wars, Ray Charles, Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Amy Winehouse, Adele, The Pretty Reckless, Birdy, Bastille, Miley Cyrus, Lorde, Macklemore, Idina Menzel, Avicii, A Great Big World, Passenger, Pink and The Beatles. Flora played the lead role of Eliza in the 2005 film Bee Season, opposite Richard Gere, Juliette Binoche and Max Minghella. She auditioned for the part shortly before moving to Argentina, where she was living when offered the role. Her next role was playing the eccentric daughter of Jennifer Jason Leigh's character in director Noah Baumbach's critically acclaimed Margot at the Wedding. In the film she worked alongside actors Nicole Kidman, Jack Black, John Turturro, and fellow teen actor Zane Pais. Flora plays the co-starring role of Cynthia in the upcoming film "Chlorine" (currently in post-production), written and directed by Jay Alaimo. The film also stars Kyra Sedgwick and Vincent D'Onofrio as Cynthia's troubled parents, and Ryan Donowho as her eccentric brother.
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